I am very apathetic and I'm an introvert. I don't really like bonding with others, but I still enjoy having serious conversations about things I like. I'm an adrenaline junkie and I crave intense feelings. I'm very nonchalant with others, except for my ECP. I still try to act chill with others in general, but I get angry easily.
I love speaking about psychology, history and sociology. I love creepy themes and dark colours. I also love my ECP, aka my girlfriend.
I appear closed off at first, but I'm very talkative once a conversation is engaged. With close relatives, I can mask less, and I may act sadistic or masochistic. I'm also overprotective.
I try to be proper but I'm very violent and I often scare people. I lack empathy and I almost always put myself first. I have a few disorders, like ASPD and Bipolar I with psychotic features.